Progress

Ryan's lost some weight, thank goodness. I told him that he should really try to get back in-shape. He has scoliosis, and the added weight on his belly might further worsen his back's condition. I also get annoyed whenever we bumped into some of his friends whom he has not seen in quite some time and his friends wouldn't recognize him bec. he has gained weight. I told him that it bothers me. Lalo na pag narinig ko sinasabi sa kanya na "tumaba ka." Hirap naman idefend kasi totoo naman. Tumatahimik na lang ako pero sa loob ko naaasar ako sa situwasyon. No more Krispy Kremes for you Babe. You're going on a special diet. A diet of water. LOL! Nirekomend ko yung SM Bonus na mineral water pero ayaw niya! Snobbish??!! Gusto daw niya Evian. Sosyalera! :-p

I'm trying my best to stay in-shape, I told him that he should try to take care of his body too. He's a little stubborn. He and I aren't getting any younger. I want the both of us to grow old healthy, and age gracefully. I don't want him to be too thin though. I want him to be stocky/muscular again just like the first time I met him. Stocky/muscular = my fetish. Mighty meaty! Yumyum. Haha! Kaya nga bumigay agad ang lolo niyo sa kanya nung first meeting namin kasi fetish ko katawan niya no. Hehehe! Ayaw nga lang pabottom. Swapang. Hahaha! Hanap na lang ako ng proxy. LOL! Don't worry Babe, you'll always be my big boned baby ;-)

Missin' You...

I miss my hair. It's taking forever to grow back. Boohuhu! :-( Sabi ng sister ko baka tuluyan na raw nagtampo sa kakashave ko AND matanda na raw ako. Antipatikang babae. Grrr! Waaah! :-( It has been a month since I started letting my hair grow but it's still too short. I'm tired of wearing a cap. My market value took a plunge when I shaved my hair. Market value??!!! Nyahaha! My stocks collapsed. LOL! Loco huh? Actually... my name is Loco, I live on the second floor. I live upstairs from you. Yes, I think you've seen me before. If you hear something late at night. Some kind of trouble, some kind of fight. Just don't ask me what it was. Just don't ask me what it was... LOL! Soooo 80's ;-)

These photos were only taken last year. I miss you hair. Come back to me. Sige na. Uuyy tutubo na yan. ;-) By the power vested upon me by the hair police, I command you grow! LOL! Buhok ko talaga walang pakisama ha. May toyo siguro ;-)

PS

Happy Father's Day to my tatay and to all fathers and umm..."papas" all over the world ;-)"

Recap

Time flies by so fast... Seems like yesterday when I was so stressed and busy planning for Christmas, Valentine's and summer. Now, it's the middle of the year again and also that it's been more than 3 years already since I first uploaded a video online. I hope I'll be able to make more in the future even with my growing busy sched. Have a nice day :-)

To view the video in its original format & at a higher resolution, click the link below.

http://toyo925.blip.tv/file/2240163?filename=Toyo925-Recap907.wmv

Anniversary

Ryan & I celebrated our 3rd year anniversary last month. During the early weeks of our relationship, I thought we wouldn't last long. Back then, he saw me as this naive probinsiyano/guy from the province. I saw him as a diva drama queen/nagging "wife." Hahaha! Aside from that, we're just two very different people whose personalities often clashed. 3 years later and we're still together. It's a miracle! LOL!

Here we are in my house, taking pics just before we drove on our way to the place where we were going to celebrate our anniversary.

Ryan's only 2 years older than me but he looks like a "daddy" now. He needs to get back in shape! I command you to get back in-shape Babe!!!! I met him 2 months after I ended a previous relationship. Met him through a website. The now defunct G4M. We started with friendly chats. Weeks later, we decided to meet. After a day of dating (hahaha!) I asked him if he wanted us to be exclusive with each other. He was hesitant. So the following day I dated another guy from Makati Med. Hello Makati Med guy! Hehe! When I told Ryan about it, he immediately agreed to be exclusive bf's. LOL! Natakot ang Ryan. Pademure pa kasi. Buti nga! ;-p

Arte no? Paposing posing na naman. Bakit ba, eh sa gusto kong magpose. Walang pakialamanan! Kanya-kanyang trip tayo. LOL! This is where we were supposed to have our anniversary dinner, in an open-air restaurant overlooking Taal Volcano. See the fog? Unfortunately, it began raining hard after this photo was taken. We decided to spend it in another place. I wasn't in the mood to take photos by that time. I was too hungry :-p

I plan to do a new video by the end of June. It will be a little like my "Buddies" or "Love" video. I just need a cute guy who'll play as Ryan's younger brother. Someone in his mid 20s. It's hard to find someone brave enough to do a kissing scene in public though. That will be the final scene. Anyone interested to apply? ;-) I hope my plans push through. It's going to be my last video and I want to go all-out on it. Have a nice day :-)

PS

I just want to say that Globe Wireless Broadband (ISP), and Digitel's (phone company) services here in Bulacan sucks. I had such poor service from them.

Request

I miss the sun. Rainy days are becoming more frequent. Another season is about to turn. Why did summer have to end so soon? I love the sun and the clear blue sky. Been getting some emails to post a pic of my ummm...backside since I posted that Insomnia video of mine. Request granted. Anyway, my blog only has a few readers so only a few will know about these pics. But I really don't care if other people saw these. They're merely photos. Hehe!

I have no problems with nudity but this is as far as I go here in my blog. Full monty is in my Planetromeo/G4M. LOL! Such a tease huh? I'm only naughty in cyberspace. In person, I'm meek and is the quiet type. Have a nice day :-)

ready to fight? ;-)

naughty huh?

Project

It's supposed to be the height of summer and yet it has been raining for days. I hate it! I'm not fond of rain. I'm having a roof placed upon a portion of my top floor, and the rain is slowing the pace of the construction. I love saying that word "construction." Say it again...CONstruction! And again...CON... Hahaha! Moving on. Back to the topic. There are a lot of things I have planned for my top floor. Portion of the floor needs to be tiled.

Another portion's gonna be "landscaped" meaning, I'm gonna put some grass on the floors. I'm gonna turn this into a rooftop garden. Walls need to be repainted. So many things to do. This is where I plan to relax, do barbecues during special occasions, and skinny dip in my inflatable swimming pool. Hahaha! :-) Rain, rain go away. Come back in June instead.

BF's away with his family on vacation. While the cat is away, the mouse should be able to play (with BF's permission) BUT I haven't had a playmate since my special friend decided to migrate to Kiwi land. Boohuhu! Waaaah! I haven't had sex in 2 weeks! My gosh! :-( Where are the men in Bulacan? Hehe! Lahat ng nakalista (nakalista? hahaha!) sa cellphone ko nasa Makati. I have a place there pero the city is just not for me anymore. Gusto ko ng tahimik na sexually active na pamumuhay dito sa probinsiya? Tahimik na sexually active???!!! Loko loko talaga no? Haha! Bulacan is just too tame and there are also a lot of gossipmongers which is why I'm discreet here. Anyway, I've always wanted to try practicing ummm....celibacy. Celibacy?! What the f@#k!? LOL! ;-)

Jaded

On my way to the farm. Stopped my car to wait for my father's vehicle which was +/- 45 minutes behind me. Took the opportunity to take a photo of the countryside. Yes, I'm still a skinhead. I'll wait 'til the monsoon season. It's the height of summer now and it's too warm to have long hair, in my case at least. Mali pa posing ko sa pic. Dapat magkadikit mga daliri para convincing & umm...photogenic ang katropa niyo. Hahaha! Katropa? Baduy ng term ko no? Sabi ng bf ko kasi magpakamasa naman daw ako. Makamasa naman ako ever since ha. Kumain nga ako sa food court ng Glorietta dati eh with him/bf. Lunch time, sikip sikip pa, walang cute na waiter. Haha! Siya nga ayaw kumain sa Chowking, eh gusto ko pa naman chicharap nila. LOL! Antipatikong Ryan! Nagutom tuloy ako. I'm craving some NYFD fries. Sarap ng garlic dip. Yum Yum! Takaw! ;-)

Went barhopping a few weeks ago. Haven't done that in almost a year so I was very excited. Things changed once I was already inside one of the bars in Malate. Feelings of excitement turned into something else. I felt a little strange, and out-of-place. For the first time in my life, I felt...old. Even though there was a sea of hot guys inside the bar, even if some were making the eye contact with me, I still didn't feel the urge to get in the zone & cruise. Saw men aimlessly standing in the room, seemingly waiting for something (or should I say someone) to happen...yet nothing did. Witnessed women/fag hags being treated as if they were mere playthings/joke by the studly gay men they were dancing with. Twinks, clueless on the 101's of flirting. Same old scenarios. I told my bf that I felt that I didn't belong there (club/bar scene) anymore. He felt the same way about himself. I was actually thinking more about my dog. I just wanted to go home and take care of my little pug. Maybe my age is finally catching up with me. After all, I'll be 34 this year. Walang-wala na talaga na kalendaryo ang edad ko. To be honest, I'm afraid of getting old...physically speaking. I feel a little insecure. Starting to feel it already. Body isn't as resilient nor dynamic as it was in my 20's. I hope this is just emotional & not physical. Am I really ready to leave the scene, fooling around...playing around or is this merely some sort of midlife crisis? A phase. I just feel jaded and bored. I don't know. "Snap out of it Rey! You're supposed to be carefree & not emotional! Drama isn't your forte." LOL! ;-)

Happy Dawg!

Playing with Enzo. Nothing much to do that night. As you can see, I was very wholesome and had my clothes on in this recent video. LOL! ;-)

Reposting

I'm reposting this video because it was censored by YouTube. From now on, any video of mine that gets censored in my YouTube channel will be moved to my Blip TV channel. My web address in Blip is http://www.toyo925.blip.tv/

Ummm...

Haven't been blogging for quite some time. Been very busy lately. Haven't been working out for a month too because of the busy sched. Too busy to even flirt? Umm...would you believe me if I answered, "yes." Hahaha!

My sleeping pattern is already back to normal. It was hard at first but I was able to correct my sleeping habit. It's nice seeing the sunrise every morning :-) Anyway, it's summer once again. Time to get back in-shape so that I'll be confident wearing my thong on the beach. HAHAHA! Kidding!

By the way, I was informed that someone has been using my photos in Skype. I just want to let everyone know that I do not have an account with Skype. I rarely even chat online. The only internet accounts I have are; Guys4men, YouTube (where I store my videos), Blogger, IMEEM (where I store my mp3s), Facebook (which I rarely access). and recently, Friendster (which I rarely access too). Ok, that's all. Have a wonderful day :-)